This story was the winner of the 1st Writers in Kyoto Contest in 2016 and appeared in a limited-edition printed anthology, Echoes.
Mothballs. The odour of naphthalene hit her nose as she opened the chest. She unwrapped and took out the carefully folded kimono – the formal black one, the one she would need. Beneath it, the autumn kimono with its pattern of maple leaves she’d worn for her daughter’s shichi-go-san ceremony at the Kitano Temmangu Shrine, in the Nishijin district where the silk for the garment had been woven.
Layers of a life: her history entwined with the fabric.
At the bottom of the pile lay the exquisite furisode kimono she’d worn for her engagement ceremony. She stroked the soft silk lovingly, admiring once again the shibori embroidery. Such fine work: it had cost her parents dearly. A necessary expense, however, to ensure a good marriage into a suitable Kyoto family.
An expense for an item she never, of course, wore again once the marriage negotiations were settled. She’d hoped her daughter might wear the long-sleeved kimono when she became of age, but patterns and colours had changed and Megumi refused to contemplate a 25-year-old hand-me-down.
Had it been a ‘good’ marriage? Hiroshi had certainly been eligible – a doctor with his own clinic in downtown Kyoto. She’d enjoyed the privilege of his status, the material rewards of high salary. He’d denied her nothing. Nothing but the one thing she’d wanted.
As her mother-in-law demanded, she pretended to be ignorant of the betrayals, his string of infidelities. The traditions of this city had bound her as tightly as the obi she’d tie around her waist for the ceremony tomorrow.
The black kimono would still smell of mothballs in the morning. How could she have prepared it for her husband’s funeral? Who could have expected him to die of a heart attack, aged only 56, in such a compromising situation?
Long-term Japan resident Peter Mallett is a university professor and writer. He has an MA in Creative Writing and has written for, among others, 'The Asahi Evening News', 'Gramophone Japan', 'Opera News', 'The New Internationalist'. His short stories have been published in 'Kyoto Journal' and the anthologies 'The Desperation Game and Other Stories' and 'Eternal', and online in 'The Font' and 'East Lit'. He won the 1st Writers in Kyoto Writing Contest in 2016 and was runner up in the 2017 Scottish Arts Club Short Story Contest. He is working on a historical novel that begins in Japan in 1928.
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